I Was Wrong

You said you wanted to see me
So I made a way to see you,
You waited for me for how many hours
So I immediately have to come to you,

You called you ask if can still come
I said yes I am on my way to you,
When I came, I wonder I couldn't find you!
So I was trying to call you?

Several calls from me to you
But still no response, what happened to you?
Did you already left?
Did you left me alone at the middle of the night where there are many strangers?

I was about to cry still calling you, wondering why you couldn't answer so I presumed you were already home lying in bed whilst me still here couldn't believe what you've done.

I couldn't take it anymore, I said I hate you and after this night I wouldn't even show to you, never!
I am giving up and this will be the last call, surprisingly you answered!

"you fell asleep in the corner waiting for me"
I wanted to cry cause I thought you left me alone.
I was wrong! I should have believed you love me more than I do. :)
Finally I can hug you...

I Think, I Deserve a Reward!

You get a massage every weekend? I don't but I work more than 10 hours a day seated. Imagine how it hurts my back. You get a facial treatment once or twice a month? I don't but I do have awful blemishes. You get a nice dinner with your family or significant other every once in a while or perhaps often? I don't cause we cannot afford a family dinner. We rather buy food stuffs we can stock at home. You go outside the country just to relax?

You get all this? You're pretty lucky and I am so jealous. I'm not going to be hypocrite. In all honesty, I am so jealous as there were a lot of things I wish to have but couldn't afford to possess. Of course I should be thankful for all the things I already have but to be frank, my heart cries for all those pleasure in life. There will always be some missing pieces that you know yourself would make you happy at some point. 

I wish I could plan an out of town vacation for myself. I deserve a break! I want to unwind and shout the stress all out near the ocean. Feel the breeze and the amazing sound of the waves dancing over the shore. I want to relax, and have a day or two of peacefulness.