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Thursday, March 15, 2012

Why is my Life so Unfair

I know those optimistic people would not want to read this one, or perhaps this entire blog because its all about the negative, downfalls, blues of my life. Well, I have nothing to write about happiness yet cause I am miserable at this point in my life. Yet, I am so wishful, all the happiness I deserve will show up sometime soon, maybe just not now.

I rarely smile and or laugh even when I am with friends. I just couldn't hide how lonely it is to be me. How sad my life was and has been. Bullied when I was a child, deprived as I grow and get older. Now, I am so in the age to absorbed and realize how unfair my life is.




Wednesday, March 7, 2012

I am in Great Heartbreak

I am crying again because of the same person who makes me smile. I am happy when I am with him but it totally sucks to know from the very start that we were not meant to be. :( It's suicidal.