It Cuts Like A Knife

Thanks to the picture I've seen with him and her holding each others hands
After all that's what I want them to be
It doesn't matter if I'm hurt, I deserve it anyway.

I was happy at first, I've been able to accept all the lies between us,
Because I was overwhelmed with my love towards this person,
Now, all left to myself are blues.

I want to break it, cause I can't stand it anymore,
I can't stand being just an option, being just an extra,
This person makes me feel special but it isn't enough,

I am in pain, misery, my life turns miserable,
I always cry at night, hating myself why all this time,
All this time I can't let go

But I should start, start to absorb everything,
Everything that aren't meant to be,
Everything that causes me so much in pain.